hatakekakashi

turning point

2010-05-16T21:17:00.001+08:00

7may is the worst experience in my life.

It can cause me death.

i dun wanna die so soon.

let me live.

pls gif me a negative!

myself

2010-03-19T01:36:00.002+08:00

A level results nt good
Appearance nt good
Character getting worst
Self esteem is losing

This is the current me

When one person is down with nothing, he will start to think..
thinking very deeply of the alternatives and routes in life..

Relationship has always been one sided for me and nvr have i been given a chance to engage in a relationship.. What's the prob? well, some said is the way i do things.. character and such.. unlike the "real" me from the past...

What hindering me??

it is my appearance... i've been laughed at since sec4.. well and that is when things changed.
self esteem damped. Character starts to change...
When i always gif myself a chance to chase potential girl, i'd always fail... leading to a vicious cycle..
This has greatly dampen my morale...
i'd no more faith in love anymore..
Jealousy took over whenever news of her getting along well with some guys..
why can they but not me?
why?
false hopes is within my life and it always played me..
and without fail, i will fall for it.
Hw stupid i am..

Academic is another area that push me down to the grave..
I cant really go anywhere now..
NTU- maybe
other than that.. NO

This all lead to the affairs of the heart.
Some things can be changed but some cant..
and these CANTS is the things that i'm troubling abt

If people do have a chance to achieve sth..
why cant i see the chance coming to me now?

Or it has come but i just freaking cant see it..
I am on a routeless route now..

This is me.. The CURRENT me

life after As

2010-02-08T02:51:00.002+08:00

well, it had been a long time since i last write

life has been tough

taking a few jobs and experiencing diff walks of lives..

searching for solutions to problems..

alot of problems..

well, life is abt encountering probs and solving them..

enlistment date is soon.. april and it's time to go army..

hai~

gonna enjoy my youth to the max~~~

fuck it...

2009-10-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

sian

this is a fact!!!

2009-09-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

世上的好女人越来越少！！！！！

AHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-09-08T01:31:00.004+08:00

intensive physical regime starts tmr!!!!

sept outings..

2009-09-06T23:09:00.005+08:00

went to find jianhao and happen to board an empty train... HAPPY~

still rmb the elephant?? yupp... this time im back buying a new shoe:)

sumptious dinner again:)

new shoe:)

PERRIER... $3 plain water =.=

wenjie bdae

went to play bb with my new shoe:)

T.T bleeding thumb....
TKD tournament!!!!!!!!

prelim results...

2009-09-05T16:13:00.002+08:00

well... gotten back my results..

im bottom 30 for whole cohort... =.=

maths.. 15/10

chem... 32/100

phy... 33/100

=.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.=

im done for..

some random thingy done these few days

2009-08-28T02:03:00.003+08:00

well, it was a lousy day today with a rainy day when going to sch.. had to borrow umbrella from adeline.. oops.. wad umbrella was that.. omg.....

well, had lunch @pasta mania with my class and dinner also @ pasta... and of course, jianhao is not happy with treating me.. haha.. jkjk....

well, some BENGS studying...

Had icecream @ ICEKIMO... nice!!!!!
RANDOM pic by me...

celebrating dad's bdae part 1

2009-08-16T01:07:00.003+08:00

well, today wasted one day going out to destress and in the noon, went to CC and played table tennis.. lol
won teow xu one match-- ^.^ then lost all the rest.. lol
won sam 5 matches and he did 100++ of pumping for punishments.. lol

after which went to eat out for dinner and at the same time celebrating for my dad's bdae!!!
lol

then at night, went to meet CG, teow xu and sam at northpoint and decided to watch a movie.. haha
CG treats.. (thanks thanks)
well, we watched GI.JOE and well, not too bad a show.. cos i like action movie.. haaha
well, that concludes my day.. :)

it's the end for me~

2009-08-16T00:57:00.002+08:00

this week suppose to be a good week as it's so called a dream come true kinda situation...
cos was like studying wit someone special and its like fulfiling my dreams last year..
but things are not as happy as it seems.. maybe i think too much or maybe it's true..
but im a sensitive person who thinks alot.. and it may be me the one who is all along thinking that im having hopes for some things..
well..
this is the most famous phrase of all- "false hope"
thanks to this.. im fallen into the dark and painful trench again..

this will be a long long long time b4 i can stand up again..

* if u dun wanna accept me, pls dun ever come and communicate to me.. esp when i try so hard to forget u*

some random stuffs in sch

2009-08-14T17:41:00.003+08:00

an encouragement from WK!!! damn GAN DONG~~~ haha.. decode urself to get it's meaning

got wad it means... wad is belt without passenger!!!!!

ZHENRU got owned hahaahahhahahhahahahahahahaha........................

well, went out with karen, siyuan, kevin and teowxu one mon!!!

2009-08-12T00:28:00.005+08:00

an update of wad happened..

2009-08-11T01:09:00.003+08:00

6 more days to prelim and i havent started revising... GG
had been out to places with friends and playing... haiz~
there's an incident which happened on sat.. duing bb session on afternoon and night
well, after noon was out with some ppl and received a call from sam..
he said.. "teckseng.. faster come down to 219.. got ppl guai lan us"
then he elaborate more and immdiately i chiong cab down and in the end.. was just a group of ah bengs playing bb..
wad can i do?
help my fren to play bb with them.. well, instead of playing rough with them.. i focus on humiliating then by giving them the "in ur face" shots...
well, played 7 rounds and won 6 rounds..
after that
chiong cab back to meet the person and chiong cab back to 219 to talk with my frens... altogether... cab fee is close to 20 bucks..
but this is not the main story...
at night.. sam, teow xu and i were playing bb and obviously the rest are late.. so we played a match with three ppl(whom we thought are quite friendly)
in the end, they played rough... very rough..
and we lost...
we waited for another team to finish and as usual that team was unhappy as they play rough against them.. then got this guy from the second team was so unhappy that he kicked the ball and walk away..
so it's out turn now.. sam, teow xu and i were having this thought- "play for revenge, not scores"

first off, sam pass me the ball and immediately, i shouldered into the inner court. Sam was forcing his way through as well.. teow xu was giving stares to the opponent..
well.. let's go to the highlights... sam uses elbow all the way to counter his opponent.. and this opponent of his was damn irritating.. his foot work is so lousy that he tripped me and hurt my wrist... -.-
while for me.. i turned fast and knocked a guy flat onto the ground and i just carry on shooting the ball and walked away..
teow xu was scolding vulgarities all along..

well.. this is the most enjoyable part.. well, in my 18 yrs of life, 12 years of basketball.. this is the first time i did this..
during the match, last point... sam pass a straight ball to me at the side of the court... my opponent was running towards me.
i jumped, very high, lean back and for the first time i hang in the air for so long and my instinct controlled my whole body and the ball went into the basket...
when i landed... i was extremely contented..
my fren said it was a nice hang.. of course i agreed... damn happy..

some outings last week.

2009-08-10T13:47:00.005+08:00

Well, on sat, went out with jx, don, wk and xn to bugis and amk.. this is the prove of our existence.. lol

Junxian bought some accessories which look like... erm... dun know wad to say... welll... under the influence of the person below.. lol....

After which, i went to meet my sec sch fren to acc them in buying sport shoe at queen's way..

Did some random stuffs.. haha

this pic is to dedicate to jianhao who pangseh us for the trip.. see the good food we had?? u cant have it!!!! haha..

Swedish food at IKEA!!! damn nice.. cos like 70 bucks... T.T

today.. life sucks

2009-08-04T22:46:00.003+08:00

well, today went to see doc again.. haiz~ my leg.. gone la. everytime spain
well, as usual... draw blood and draw blood.. but this time.. the pain came mostly from the ankle bone... wow.. imagine poking needles to the bone... one word- PAIN!
After that, went out with kevin and sam to have lunch... but b4 that.. kevin went to repay his "sin"lol...
haiz~ also, seems like i needa gif up on relationship liao.. it's just cant be improved.. although as much as i want it to be fruitful...
fate is cruel life goes on..

And for some...1thing 2say, 3words 4u..."fuck u, understand?"

wad happened today

2009-08-03T23:58:00.005+08:00

well, after sch did some arrangements of notes and became bored..

so i went to the most deserted corner of the sch and had a nice milk tea... lol

then came to realise that i had my J1 class photo under that tree.. well...seems like i will miss this place when i graduate..

2009-08-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

had vodka with lyon... not too bad.. haha

this is epic!!! had a model for my latest gadget... a cigarette pen.. lol

hmm.. a summary for today

2009-08-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

well, it was not really delightful today as i was in a rush into everything...
well.. ard noon had abit of vodka with lyon.. lol. well it was not too bad i suppose..
after which rush to meet her to study..
well, as usual.. minimal conversation.. and some other stuffs..
hmm.. i've got to do sth.. but by doing so, i cant focus.. haiz~
nvm..
afterwhich.. went to meet two frens.. jianhao and sam for a movie.. public enemy..
it was not bad a show..
well.. that's all for today..

+i try to go closer but u wont let me+

maybe it's just another disappointment

2009-08-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

it should all end on may..
but july u came without warning and it came with another false hope...
last week sun was a happy day although it wasn't really happy. cos, at least i've
did sth (although not significant) which i always wanted to ever since the first time
i met u last year...~thought there has been improvement, but it isnt~
things have not been easy for me ever since i've been into JC.. in terms of studies..
and u, who always turn out hot and cold repetitively gave me a hard time to make a
decisive decision... dealing with u onli creates more burden to my life..
but it's just easier to give in than to give up which is wad making my heart painful...
it seems like a decision will be made real soon.. very soon...

+in life, u'll regret some things which are unfulfiled.. and to me, this is the thing.. my greatest regret+

wake up?

2009-07-31T01:52:00.002+08:00

-.-... things are not good....
i needa wake up to face the reality..
haiz~~
and of course, avoid distraction...
sometimes it's like.. when u wanna avoid but things come and pester u and in the end.. 终点结果回到原点。
haiz~
is it my false hope or wad?
cos if it is.. pls break contact with me.. i dun wish to carry on a futile process.. cos, im not up to it.
stupid brain, stupid heart, stupid me..
how come i so emo?? sianed
shouldnt be like this =.=

exams are sure drawing near and im still not prepared..

2009-07-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

hmm...
wad should i do??
there are so many things that's running through my mind and im on a 3 days MC due to flu..
haiz~
can i cope with them?
i wanna get rid of the largest problem asap... or i cant concentrate.

teow xu's bdae.. 18/7/09

2009-07-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

prelims up.... so what's now??

2009-07-15T21:39:00.002+08:00

prelims is approaching.. really really fast..
as usual... im procrastinating T.T
haiz~~~
seriously i needa have a stronger mind..
must FOCUSED!!! esp when seeing ppl whom i dun wanna see (make my heart waver)~
sianed~

sian

2009-07-02T23:38:00.001+08:00

im doing nth but slacking...
what will become of me?
will i repeat the previous mistakes??!!!
i hate the me now.. vexing over problems which are unnecessary!

im dead

2009-06-27T15:08:00.002+08:00

two weeks of holiday has passed in an instance and i had not study yet..
hmm..
this should be the turning point of A lvl results..
GG
haiz~
wad to do?

everything starts tmr!!!!!

2009-06-17T19:19:00.002+08:00

this is it.. my final showdown..
TECKSENG!!!!!! u must do it!!! CHANGE FOR THE BETTER :)
sian.. am i 自我催眠？
wadever it is.. i must change.. gotta do extreme exercise!

Primary School Outing!!!!

2009-06-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

the main highlight for today is the outing wit my pri sch frens~~~~
went to eat at "fish and chicks" after which watch "drag me to hell"
phew..
well.. most of us still look the same.. haha

at last june holiday:

2009-06-13T15:10:00.003+08:00

hope my june holiday is a good one :)
got to do alot alot of exercise~~~

an update of last week..

2009-06-09T19:22:00.004+08:00

well, last week was a busy week as i've been for two camps which last for one whole week.. mon till sun..
tiring.. hw was piling and sch was like so hectic..
omg. omg.
nvr take much photos but these are wad i have..
Pre u sem (most of the pics took from other ppl :P)

while for NCC camp.. no pic.. haha. maybe get from other ppl as well.. see how ba..
but ncc camp was cool~ went for a 5 hours hike from kent ridge to mt fabour den took bus to lim chu kang cemetery and went on hike there at ard 1am.. reach sch at 2am and bathe like at 3am?
den went to play basketball till 5am..
then slp.. till like 10am..
lol
well.. was a good experience!

let's hope the new month would be a good one!

2009-05-31T20:52:00.001+08:00

this month is not a good one... affected to much by feelings,
sometimes i would ask my heart- "why in the world are u so hurt?"
well.. as always.. i dun have luck with gals..
没有爱情的天分，你才要走。
ok ba.. JUNE!!! pls be a good one!

it's a mind game

2009-05-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

after the long torture.. ive decided to gif up.
just dun think of her.. i will be fine..
if i think of her.. i must get out fast..
she's nth but a person..
thanks CG for the advise..
thanks alot of frens who support me..
just dun mention her in front of me can le.. haha
back to me.. the joyful teckseng!!! :)

sad day

2009-05-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

today was a sad day.. tmr there's chem test and i cant focus on studying it..
but i've been... facing the truth le.
i must get u out of my life..

it's time to change!!!

2009-04-19T00:13:00.000+08:00

well.. there are alot of things that i needa change..
i needa work out more!!!!
AHHHH
medical checkup is coming and i will be wad i am like at sec2 (quite fit then)
WILL BE DISCIPLINED AND CHANGE as i think all the prob that i faced now are caused by this factor.. will take a step and see how...
ALL THE BEST to myself~
for the future, my youth and my success, yeah~ im so gonna change!!!

GG.. term test!!

2009-03-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

well.. today's maths paper was godlike...
i was stunned by the first qn..
T.T
if i can get more than 20 marks our of 100
i treat u to a starbuck..
haiz~

bloody week

2009-03-11T21:30:00.004+08:00

let me gif u a summary wad had happened this week
last sunday, i was at the mrt station ard 10pm waiting for my fren to drink coffee..
then i saw a person who is bloody... face was covered with blood and his shirt too.. i was shocked.
at that point of time.. my fren called and i was walking towards her and i deliberately walked faster so as to let her see who's behind me.. the bloody man..
in the end, when i met her and ask her to see that man, i felt a person stepping on my shoes from the back, i almost fell,,, it was that man.. i was stunned!!!
one more incident would be ytd.. when i was going home with junxian, we saw a young bird stuck at the drain and two cats were trying to prey on it.. out of sypathy, i took tissues from junxian and took the bird up as it is still alive.. and ran to somewhere relatively safe.. the cats followed.. in the end the bird struggled out of my hand and fell on to the ground near a tree.. of course the cats are searching.. i observed that the tissues have blood stains...
then this is the highlight.. today i was playing basketball and weekiat accidentally elbowed me to my face... GG
i was in extreme pain and immediately, i sense blood... blood was gushing out of my mouth and i heard that i had a cut on my face as well.. omg..
then i was escorted to yishun polyclinic by mr saravanan and DONNN... but after much waiting... the doc asked me to go tan tock seng hospital.. special thanks to mrs teo for driving me there and talk to me although i cant reply.... then i wen to A & E block.. after waiting for 2 hours... i went into the operation room... the doc gave me around 10 injections on my face and start to stitch.. After enduring for ard 30 mins... she went to see the inside of my mouth.. then she start to stitch my mouth.. GG... pain was unbearable..
this is the bloody incident for this week... ~.~

weekiat.. pls dun feel bad about today... at least u let me gain new experiences in life... u know u can let me experience an operation... lol... im not being sarcastic hor... not to worry..

not sure about the future

2009-03-08T18:57:00.001+08:00

my future is now bleak..
very bleak..
nxt year this week wad will i be??
will i fulfill my dream?
will i achieve my target?
this is it...

it had been 3 years.....

2009-01-25T10:50:00.003+08:00

chinese new year is a joyous season where ppl celebrate the joy of cohesion and interaction..
for me, chinese new year is also a day where i will nvr forget a person who had live through my life.
three years ago when i was in sec3 and at the eve of the chinese new year, i still rmb vividly that i was accpeted by a gal whom i always adore since sec1. I was so happy that no word in the vocabulary could describe. on that same day, i rmb that i was rushing home from malaysia just to to see her sms reply (the result whether im accepted by her as my phone has no auto roaming). when i reach home after being accepted by her, i was like chatting with her on msn and i still rmb.. the tv was counting down on chinese new year..

after that year, whenever i visit malaysia i would nvr forget the warmth feeling i had experienced durin this festive season and for now... i am about to go malaysia to once again celebrate chinese new year..

to me, u are a person whom i will nvr forget and with no doubt u are a person whom i will cherish for the rest of my life though u no longer mine...

there's always a saying btw us... "so near yet so far"
but it seems like there's nvr a route that will bring me to you anymore...
thanks for the memories...

problems faced

2009-01-22T21:32:00.001+08:00

well.. as usual.. my face!!!
arr.. irritating.. dun know how to make it heal fast.
then somemore got this stupid person in my class damn irritating!!! dun know wad to say abt that person!!!
i think maybe one sentence ba... can u just keep ur mouth close cos nobody would wanna hear u..
next...
omg.. studies are more taxing now and more difficult to cope with..
i like to procrastinate hence.. haiz~ homework cant be done well..
somemore the tuition i've been giving also gif me some problems as well.
ALL ADD TOGETHER gives u this equation... this is call LIFE

some photos during the CIP

2009-01-21T21:12:00.004+08:00

HO MY GOD

2009-01-08T02:47:00.001+08:00

sad sad sad..
this is like almost the third weeks since i have chicken pox..
omg
this fri there'll be CCA BAZZAR!!!!
pls
i wanna attend!!!!!
but the dried skin just wont fall off so soon..
haiz~
i think i will miss the first week of sch..
life is so unfair!!!
T.T

ARRRR>.. nxt week sch

2009-01-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

omg omg.. nxt week will be the start of sch and i still stuck with my chicken pox..
dying~
i still havent do my hw.. no mood.. thanks to chicken pox..
haiz~
wad to do?
hmm..
hmm...
hm..
haiz~

chicken pox

2008-12-31T23:02:00.004+08:00

haiz~ i've got chicken pox and it took away my youth...
...
...
...
i cant celebrate christmas.. now.. i cant celebrate countdown...
...
...
...
somemore i think my image gone liao la... chicken pox will leave scar....
i think i willl miss alot of things that are to come..
for example.. 1st week of school and performances in the open house..
..
..
..
haiz~
wad a fateful holiday for me..
..
..
..
i so feel like dying now...

i tried my best... (pls be known that i was not on form)

2008-12-06T22:39:00.003+08:00

which anime character i like?? well there are many--- dedicated to siripon

2008-12-03T15:45:00.006+08:00

NISHINO SAMA!!!!! i like her as she is pure.. though she's bossy at times but she is cute!!!
next up would be lacus clyne!! she's like an angel... omg. one word- beautiful!!!!!!!

shandong trip photos!!!

2008-12-02T23:08:00.008+08:00

hi all.. these are some pics i've taken during the shandong trip 2 weeks ago..
lazy to elaborate more.. pics speaks a thousands words

no more post for now till 30/11

2008-11-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

hey guys... this is teckseng..
well.. im going to fly off to china shangdong from 15/11 till 30/11
hence.. so sry if there's no post for this period..
so see ya guys!!!!!

this is ... idun know wad to say

2008-11-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

as usual, went to sch early in the morning and have to go through a series of lesson..
dun know y, out of a sudden, there's this strain at my back while i was walking.i dun know wad it was... then i sat down.
who knows, it got worst, and when i stood up.. i cant. it's painful..
when i got home.. i told my mum.
then my dad took me to see a doc.. acupuncture.
wow.. this is it.
firstly, the doc use 4 needles and poke into my back.. this is more strain. imagine.. needles poking into ur meat.. sorry is ur nerve.. thus it will block the blood passage wayy..
haiz~
then after a while.. the doc will push the needle deeper.. this is the most sadest part.
after which, after a few more message, the doc ask me to stand up.
I cant
the pain is too overwhelming that when i attempt to stand, i lay back on the bed.
the doc, seeing me with such great diff, decided to go for another round.
this time...
this time...
this time...
is wad i hope would not be.. but it has happen.
the doc decided to draw blood from my injured area.
and with many years of experience, i know that he will be using a thick needle to do so...
when he gently scrub the alcohol across my skin, i'd closed my eyes and bit my teeth...
and the pain comes..
but i did not shout!!! haha (im so brave)
then after seeing the doc which is currently now... while i was typing this blog and facing the com.. i am enduring the pain..
i cant sit, squat, even raising my legs..
walking?? still ok
initially i had plans for the weekends and now i had no choice but to cancel it.
fate is cruel life goes on....

celebrating my fren's bdae...

2008-11-02T16:34:00.002+08:00

well.. no pics were taken ytd but it was sure a good trip~

ytd a grp of frens and i were celebrating jh and yt bdae!!
firstly we went to orchard then jh bought a crumpler bag.
then we go all ard orchard to find joel's shirt.
then we go somerset....
then we go dohby gauht....
then we go cathay...
all walking...
tired..
in the end we had our dinner at the cathay.. it was a japanese restaurant.
after which we walked to bugis.. it was horrible..at that time.. we were sick of walking.
hmm.. that's abt it

some songs to relax urself and the songs i will be mastering!!!

2008-10-23T18:58:00.003+08:00

attitude for waD??

2008-10-22T20:01:00.002+08:00

this post is for my sec sch frens whom i met that day..
i always believe in this
-for every reaction, there's always an opposing force
-stupid ppl do stupid things
-if one thinks that his/her attitude is sucky and try to have revenge, u are no way better.
so all in all... although u are very angry... say it once and that's it.. no use backstabing =.= or else.. u urself is being pissed by other
:)

u've been asking me this since like may!!!!

2008-10-22T00:47:00.003+08:00

do u think im stoning?
who do u think u are?
do not think that u as a grp can be superior.. well not a chance.
get a life.
dun ever
ever
ever
anger me...
i dun wanna waste my youth on this thing :)

my idol!

2008-10-16T21:24:00.001+08:00

a song that im going to master!

2008-10-15T23:50:00.002+08:00

house bonding day

2008-10-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

well.. today onli 7 ppl in class went for this activities and well.. it's quite tiring to go sch early in the morning..
hm..
well nth to talk much abt, in the first part of the activities, i did hip hop...
then went for sch orientation (escaping from activities)
yeah
then ard 1 plus went to play bb
then reach home and slp.. but have a terrible dream. very scary. i hope it wont happen. too scary.

my feelings

2008-10-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

i think ppl do need to think of others
feel for them
care for them
think for them
why do i say so?
well... i think that the quality of frens i getting is getting worst and worst
dun wanna elaborate more abt it..
cos..
i dun feel like~
well.. after exam is sure a gd thing as i have all the free time i wan..
for eg,
i spend half of my day to watch 3 epi of 命中注定我爱你。
then half of the day walking at JUNCTION 8
well... although i did not buy any thing but at least release some stress.
well.. that's all!

tmr is the last day of promo!!!!

2008-10-12T22:22:00.002+08:00

yeah tmr is the last day..
~yeah for wad!!!!!!~
still havent sudy... haiz~
wad am i doing??
fri, sat and sun can study? y im not?
haiz~
fri went to play bb till midnight
sat relatives come. no mood.
sun- relatives stayed overnight... no mood.
all in all.. well done..
GG.. GO (game over)
-.-
haiz
haiz
haiz

2nd day of promos

2008-10-08T14:06:00.001+08:00

today was maths paper and it was like.. omg.
it was do-able but i just cant get it..
haiz~
gonna fail..
good game.. one step closer to retaining.
=.=
i dun wanna retain man!

1st day of promo!

2008-10-07T19:00:00.002+08:00

today woke up at 7am and rush my way out to sch...
i was like walking walking half way to sch then i found out that. omg omg omg... dun know y got this feeling that i forgot to bring sth.. i was walking and thinking wad is it wad is it?? collar pin? nope.. hp?? nope chi dictionary?? nope.. then then... i noticed!!
i forgot to bring my wallet.. =.=
i was like thinking whether to go back home and take as there's no more time left.. i was like making the resolution of not eating lunch but in the end.. i went back home to take cos needa bring ez link card!! identity proof. no proof... no exam. -.- no choice.
wad can i do? run man!!! run all the way back home and to sch.
well... it's like first day of exam and early morning this kinda thing happened. may not be a good day.
anyway.. today promo was on chinese and econs..
chinese dun needa say.. i almost slept during the paper... cos lazy to do.
econs wise.. well done.. case study.. like killer.. ermm... maybe for me..
so all in all...
2 papers GONE(gone case) and four more to go.
+hopefully i wont retain+

3rd day... 2 more days to go

2008-10-04T02:20:00.000+08:00

well.. as the post suggested, it's going to be the end of the day for me le.
GG.. 3rd day and im still havent finish revising my chem... haiz~~~ saded
revise as in reading the notes... not yet studying...
im like already sian 1/2
nvm... fate is cruel life goes on... i just do wad i can..
worst come to worst, retain.. or else.. go poly..
actually poly is not bad a place..
yeah.

2nd day of revision break

2008-10-02T18:27:00.002+08:00

today was suppose to be a fruitful day as there is a consultation slot for chem..
haiz~
it wasnt fruitful at all..
i dun understand a single thing that my frens and teacher said.. it was like... yeah
i confirm failing my promos

study break 1st day

2008-10-01T17:53:00.001+08:00

did nth.. -.- confirm fail

lousy day

2008-09-29T20:08:00.001+08:00

today indeed is a lousy day.

well.. promos are sure nearing~

2008-09-27T14:42:00.000+08:00

well well... jc is totally different from any sch life..
wad can i say? well... it's like u will see alot of diff ppl from egoistic to humble and some... dun even bother to mention.
well, other than seeing and meeting diff ppl, there are other factors that makes up JC- stress and homework.
well... this is it.. the determining factor of this year 2008- promotional examination. well.. i would say that im not prepared and if i were to take this test now!!! i will be like only 2% of succeeding.. well at least it's higher than the chance of having one gf~ :)
well.. this is it.. good luck to me then..

suay suay DAY!!!!

2008-09-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

today is the most suay day in my entire life
=.=
1)in school, i was like forgetting someone's bdae...ho my god
so sad!!
then then.

2)last period! i was like u know.. KJM lesson. we were like late for his lesson then no choice. sat at the first row, directly in front of him! sian 1/2. then he was like asking- "why are u all so late?".. we gif lame excuse.. then he like wanna kill us like that =.=

3)then then... play basketball. i played 3 rounds lose 3 rounds..
cant blame it as they are really pro

4)this is the worst... as i was playing bb with my sec sch frens, i was like chatting with them like 1142pm... then i needa rush home b4 12am for my mum's bdae!!! ho my god.. wad kinda son am i?? nvm.. all my family members waiting for me at home. so i ran home at a speed of maybe ard 20km/hr?? yeah
then this is the most amazing parT!!!!!!i was like about to pass through this most deadliest pathway dominated by a battalion of deadly birds!!! guess wad? as i needa rush home, i make a bet! i ran straight through the pathway and OF ALL TIME AND TIME... halfway through success, when i feel that i can go through it with ease as i was really chionging my way through, a bird shit drop straight in the middle of my purest head~
sian like "haiz"
then i ran home straight and went straight into the bath room and use tissue to wipe and the tissue is instantly black.. =.= =.= =.=
no choice, bath!!!
in the end still manage to celebrate my mum's bdae on time..
ermm... i ran like 4 km in 15 mins.. so proud of myself :)
sadded!!!
~new record!! passing through the bird territory 6 TIMES and tio bird shit 6 times!!!!~

saded~ where am i heading to?

2008-09-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

hmm.. it's a very wasteful weekend i had and i do not know what am i doing..
well. life is tough and everything is like... hai~ i dun know wad it is talking abt,,,

food for thought...

2008-09-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

well... in JC, i saw ALOT of things..
hmm.. how should i start??
ehh.. let me see.. let's talk abt BGR ba.
i dun know y but im quite impressed by guys who had galfrens (dun know y)
well.. it seems as though im a failure. hmm... well, i will not say im good looking but i think that maybe this privilege cant be enjoyed by me. well.. but sometimes it really strikes me when i see guys who are not as if they are handsome but having awesome galfrens.. and some who dun have but keep on flirting- ~puke~
hmmmm.. well. food for thought. leave comments ba.

lazy day~

2008-09-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

well.. let me see, for today, i'd fallen asleep for also every lesson. wad a sin~
today's mood was bad due to someone trying to spoil my day early in the morning. dun bother~ well.. not much of a impact.
today sure is a tired day and seriously speaking- how will i fare for promos?
i dun know.. simply no discipline as yet.
well.. this is today's life and im lazy to elaborate more..
wait for the next post ba.

kana COMBO-ED!!!!

2008-09-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

today is indeed a sad day by starting off with waking up early and dragging my heavy and massive body to school.. =.=
well.. tODAy is ZHengRui's bdAE!!!! woot.... happy birthday!
then then.. in the early part of schooling..
we kajiao wee kiat!! haha but who knows..
wad goes up must come down..
haiz~ the attention then turned to me ~.~
i was ganged and bullied!! AHHhh omg
ermm.. verbally of course.
well~ content is very casual but when repeated many time even after sch.. it became a.. ermm.. i also dun know wad to say.
well~~ boys will always be boys.
it's ok!

dreadful weekend~~

2008-09-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

Remorseful, Regretful and disappointment are the words that can describe the way i spent my sept holiday. Till now, i did not really do anything constructive. saded... hmm.. will i retain? better not!

dun know y but all my happy moments are short-lived and things do not go according to wad i planned. hmm... wad can i do??

i feel tired and nonetheless, stressed up by the way i do things esp studies and my weak mind which always give in to troubles.

fate is cruel, life goes on... i hope that this special phrase shared by siyuan and me would propel me forward.

~ how i wish i can be back to those good old days~

My Sec Sch LIfe!!

2008-09-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

Well.. just to share with u who do now know abt me in ytss!!!
i'm teckseng~~ with PSLE score of 228 which landed me straight to Yishun Town Sec Sch!!!
first.. when im in sec 1, i joined.. council and NCC :)

Beside me is kevin!!! my best fren!

well... sec 2, i was in class 2e4 and well let me share with u some main highlights

well.. cool hunks of 2E4!!!

sec3?? well.. sec 3 camp!

i was posted to be a liaison officer in council and CSM in NCC while kevin is the PRESIDENT!!!

well well.. ncc also performed PDS during ytss 20th anniversary, national day and sec1 orientation!

well.. that's me on the extreme left, siyuan!!! and aaron!!
i did manage to go on fieldtrip too~

hmm... sec 4?
i'd performed in a violin recital along with Aldrich, a pro pianist

rehearsalssSS!!!

ermm.. i did win some awards

ermm.. i did manage to go to fieldtrips AGain!!!

after O lvl, kevin and i signed up for CLT course :)

hmm.. yupp that all i have to share when im in ytss!!!

today is a bad day =.=

2008-09-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

well.. as usual.. today is the 2nd day of the sept holidays
saded.. did not do anything yet. promos?? DIE!!! AHH
well. today i went to woodlands in the morning to help Yeetat to reformat his desktop then then
things change for the worst. it started to rain and dun know y, out of a sudden, i caught flu and it burden me alot!!!
carrying on my flu, i acc my colleague to library and search for his book on physiology (to learn more abt reproductie system. =.=)
then i went home and take a short nap.
After which, i went to SIM LIM SQUARE!!!
OH gosh.. it was raining heavily and i was like.. running and and and drenchED! sian 1/2
u must be thinking, y did i go to sim lim??
haiz~ sad case.. the printer ink i bought cannot be used.. waste money so i need to buy. technology is so troublesome (compliment goods)
well.. i had my dinner and bugis mac and also at home.. hmm... die! must lose weight!!!
AHHH~~~

Teachers day performance

2008-09-01T15:44:00.000+08:00

hmm.. it's my first time performing and it turn out quite bad even though i put in much effort!!! Ahhh

hmm.. anway.. i did learn new things after this performance and also feel my CLASS SPIRIT!! :)

jap summer festival

2008-08-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

let me share with u wad i see!!!!

First, when i alight from the bus, wad i can see are japanese!.. lame =.=

then i heard them speaking in jap.. lame =.= (of course la!!!)

i feel like so cool man!!!

when i went in, i was amazed by the structure of the sch as i was thinking like... u know- anime comes alive.

then then... my frens and i saw alot of ppl wearing yukata!!!

omg.. the gals are like.. omg.. nth to describe.. one word- pure.

how abt this! let me give u some examples.

OF course... to take this picture is not easy.. i'd had to buy beer from them... it taste sucky.. =.= i drank half way then throw liao.. waste $$$$

well.. over there,, i had learnt their culture and stuffs,, and some of the games they played..

they also have performances too~

ok here are some photos of ppl wearing kimonos..

we then went to the gym and i was immense to this thing >>

also.. i saw this!!

well.. are u thinking wad im thinking???

haha

okok,, that's all folkss. hope that u are entertained by this...

sian 1/2,, havent do work =.=

tmr pw.. no time to study liaoo... AHHHHH